Keys to open your heart

the first term is over

2010-03-15T11:32:00.003+08:00

After reading our class blog i finally realized one eighth of my jc life has passed.but i am still in the holiday mood..omg..

i have a bad habit of being a last-minute worker.this brought me lots of troubles especially during the prelim last year,but i just didnt learn from the experience.sighs...i wish i could use this holiday efficiently and revise all those i have yet studied but teachers already went through...

ps.i believe i have no talent in studying cells!

BASKETBALL

"what cca were you in in secondary school?"

"Choir"

"what cca are you in now?"

"basketball"

then i can literally see the person ' s jaw drop..haha.

em...actully what most of the people didnt know is that i played basketball during primary school..i dont seem like that kind of person meh?sob sob

so far we merely had three trainings and i only saw the basketball boys and coach for one time.i can tell the training is VERY tough for the seniors.However they never complain.for us the juniors,we only did basics like dribbling.That means the training was not hard for us at all.

but i really like basketball!it is so fun to learn all kinds of skills!haha.

wish them all the best in upcoming competitions!

OUTING WITH CHINA BUDDY

wow!yesterday the outing was really fun! Sha sha is a great friend!i will certainly miss her when she leaves our school!we took a lot of photos yesterday, and we were laughing like mad when we two went for the stylish shot!hahas

although i ate only a little bbq food but the food was quite tasty!should have bbq more often.esp the free bbq food.:D

Medaline and Jessica turned out to be great and funny accompany!

i met some guys from Fujian province and even one from Xiamen!ohohoh all those smart scholars.but i saw no handsome guys..sorry..orz..they all have the kind of very smart look,but not handsome look.

em..I enjoyed this fantastic two weeks!goodbye sha sha and good luck!i wish one day i can meet you in NUS!

ps i will get our photos upload once i get them..if anyone wants to see..

lastly ..i dont know whether i can cope with my studies..sighs.

NJC

2010-02-05T22:05:00.003+08:00

actually i had a lot to say about my new school.i am getting used to it, to all the talented people there. and i find our OG is quite good.

we started 0ur lectures on Thursday,even we dont have any formal class.the lecturers taught so fast that i couldnt catch a single thing!!!it is so horrible!!!!!

today i went to eat icecream with my OG and we had a fantastic time together.though i think we are not vert close friends,but we make each other good company.haha

the most embarrassing moment is when we played truth or dare,i think this is the first time i had ever played this game.... and i choose to say the truth....they ask about which boy in the OG i would like to marry...i was like...what the hell...so i randomly pointed to a boy opposite me,because he looks the maturest! then i started to blush...which is the common thing when i was excited or something else...someone shouted "deng jing is blushing!”oh my gosh! that time i really wished i was invisible!!!so embarrassing!!!

a better day

2010-01-29T20:48:00.003+08:00

today was the second day in NJC.Yesterday i was sad because i didnt get in to hwa chong.today we had various programmes and i made lots of friends.the cute Jenny ,Emily ,scholars yang guang and zuo bing etc.. also one pretty girl from my secondary school in china!!They all very friendly and fluent in English but we are just no close ..maybe because we are not familiar with each other.

Today i really got to see what "OPEN" is.there was one game whereby the losers need to touch each other for seven parts of the body.First time one girl and one guy unluckily became the losers.So they were reqiured to touch each other. When i heard the rules i was like "are they joking?" But it is not!!It was like the normal thing for them,they all not shy or things like that. if it was me, i would become super embarrassed~~The second time the losers were two boys.You should see the posture they had, they were crossing one of their legs and using one of their hands to touch each other's butt!!Even watching two boys doing this, i felt so embarrassing!!!This is called openminded...

I was really lucky to see Benjamin and Brenda after the tiring school.After chatting and laughing with them, i almost forgot i was feeling hungry and tired at that time.When i received Benj phone call on the way back to Book Keng, i was so delighted!!!We chatted about the old school days and laughed nonstop in KFC...I forgot to tell them i really had a good time and it is the happiest time of today!!! there might be some barriers between me and the new schoolmates, but after seeing them , i forgot the unhappiness i had. ohhhh i miss you all so much!!

while i was eating in canteen with new friends, i was thinking of the old days we sat together in the canteen with benj brenda kah vic celine michelle.i really missed the time we had!!

yeah.thanks vignesh.for your encouragement.It made me better.Hope you will fit into the new environment soon!!

btw i dont think i will be writing blog very often because the school has almost started and my mum will ban me from computer.But i wish i would keep in touch with everyone!!!good luck!!

my new school

2010-01-28T17:36:00.002+08:00

today was the first day i want to national jc.Frankly speaking ,i didnt like my new jc so much.I dont know why.Maybe because i have met so many scholars who had scored seven or more A1s in Olevel which makes me stressed,or because i have met a lot of pretty girls but no handsome guys around,or because the school is under construction which made the school a bit not so scenic.
Anyway i will be in this school for the rest of two years.i think i have to love this school.
Everyday i had to travel at least 45 minutes to go to school.i was so tired on the first day of school.I dont know how am i going to cope with it for the rest of school days.
To top it all, the CCA i wish to join, which is basketball ,requires three times a week.it is like siao~how am i going to go through it??!

so tired now...hope tomorrow everything will be better.At least let me know some nice guys..:P

oh..pity

2010-01-27T08:54:00.002+08:00

someone told me the msg will be arriving at 8am, so i set my alarm to 750am.however when i wake up at 710am and switched on my phone, i saw the msg immediately.
i knew it.national jc.
i didnt know whether i should be happy or sad,because njc is my second choice, i wanted to go in hwa chong...
sigh...i go appeal..

BBQ！！

2010-01-26T13:17:00.004+08:00

It was a really wonderful experience to see my classmates in the new year.haha.i dont need to say how much fun we had together.this might be the last time we are together but i believe the memory we had will etch in our mind forever.

zhi wen refused to take the picture.

they are so helpful!

2010-01-24T22:22:00.004+08:00

Yesterday we went out to buy things for the barbeque on monday.at first there were around ten people saying they would be coming.However,as the time passed by, many people last minute told us various reasons for not coming.Celine and I were like"what the hell"and became really frustrated.

But we were lucky enough to get two guys to help us carry things.i am really glad that they had come.or else i didnt know whether we two would manage to carry things home.thanks!

What i found amusing was that when Celine and I were walking towards the other exit of little india mrt, i noticed one guy who was wearing white.He was not facing us but i found him somehow familiar.So i stopped and hesitated.At that time we were waiting for Vignesh , therefore Celine smiled and said:no lah, he is not Vignesh.then she wanted to walk away.But I was thinking should i tap the guy on his shoulder and see whether he was someone i was thinking of.

Coincidently,maybe he heard our voice and he turned around.This really gave us both a shock--he was Leuven...

we both were really surprised!!! his hair was literally longer than mine.no wonder we couldnt recognise him.wahahaha..

Vignesh was really helpful,he helped to carry the things to Celine house.THANKS Ramanathan!!

wahahaha

i hope barbeque on monday will be a successful one!!because we had a really hard time preparing.wish everyone having a good time then.

伤心。

2010-01-21T22:57:00.002+08:00

是不是我们之间已经错过了。
你找我的时候我不理你。而我要找你时你却生气了。
然后我们回头之后依然是陌路人。

为什么我觉得这样伤心。

说了都不见面。可是我还是后悔了。
想和你见面，但你却说没空了。

为什么我觉得这样失落。

终究我们还是等不到对方。

就

不了了之了把

Parting is such sweet sorrow

2010-01-18T08:36:00.005+08:00

I had a good time with my dearest friends these days. Actually i didnt want to go out because i was pretty embarrassed by my newly-cut short hair, i decided to go out eventually. and i found i had made the right choice.

Thanks for Benjamin, Celine,Brenda,Kah and Nuzhat for bringing me a fantastic time.i will always remember the jokes we laughed at , the jaunty giggles,the whimsical postures we used to hit the shuttlecock,and the little heart- to-heart talks we had.

You have all been my best buddies in these two years -- my first few years in Singapore.you help me integrate well into a foreign country which i was not familiar with. i deem myself lucky to have all of you as my good friends.THANKS A LOT!

Besides, i would also like to thank Victoria for being my helpful deskmate, from whom i had learnt a lot; Michelle, who also rendered much assistance when i needed it,hopefully she would cheer up and get through the setbacks in her life; Wan Ting, without her i couldnt go through the long and boring training sessions of choir; and i wish Shu Ting a brighter future in Australia!

My impression of--

Wei Yoong: i first noticed him was during Mr Lim 's geo lesson.His homework got tore by Mr Lim...ahaha

Vignesh and my sis:both of them are really smart and funny.although there might be communication barriers due to my poor english standard.

Wen Cong:best badminton player!

...

there is really a lot i want to say about them but i didnt want to get publicize.

but anyway i appreciated the wonderful time we had in the same classroom , listening to the same teacher.

Specially thanks to my teachers:Mr chan,Mdm Kaur,Mrs Tan,Mrs chin,Ms Lim,Ms Murty and Miss Tan.who had spent uncountable hours giving us extra lessons and teaching us.
oh yeah.still got the handsome Mr chin!haha.

It was so good that we had met and become friends.

Although the parting is imminent and unavoidable,

i believe the time we spent together would be the most unforgettable memory of all!

maybe one day when we meet on the street,

we will still remember each other,

and say with surprise:

oh you are who who and we used to do ...

Finally I just give my best wishes to all my friends in Bendemeer and in Higher mother tongue class!
All the best for your future!

纠结。

2010-01-15T18:14:00.004+08:00

【一种叫做嫉妒的东西】
曾经看过一个作者说，当一个自己很有好感的男生和别的女生在一起时，其实女生会觉得嫉妒。
这句话真的一点也没错。
不知道怎么说那种感觉。就是我不喜欢他他也不能喜欢别人。
我知道这是小心眼的表现，但就忍不住像个怨妇一样。
不过我们之间的交集也许不过是这短短的两年时间，两年之后，我就会把这种感觉忘怀了把。瞧，我是多么喜新厌旧的人呢。
没事没事。
。。。
可是为什么心里还是很不爽呢。

【离别的情绪在蔓延】
该说什么好呢。
有时真的很不喜欢自己的个性，做事常常犹豫不决。有时想表达的东西往往也因为各种原因被我最终遗弃。很慢热的一个人，融入一个集体需要很长的时间，融入之后又难舍难分。在进入新的一个集体又需要很长的时间。我的生活就在这种循环往复中一天天流失。
也是很多愁善感的一个人呢。虽然不至于看到花落也流泪看到月缺就伤心，但至少还会当离别来临的时候，躲在被窝里偷偷地啜泣，以此祭奠曾经美好的回忆。
虽然我并没有饕餮盛宴来个华丽的告别仪式。
但离别就摆在了眼前，短短两年的时光，如梭。
去过曾经上过课的教室，走过曾经中秋猜谜的地方，看到曾经稚嫩但已成熟了的同班同学。想起某个人在某时某地说的某一句经典笑话，唱起那已耳熟能详的歌曲。
不经意间，似乎有悲伤在蔓延。
。。。
又该，如何挽留，那些逝去的美好时光呢？！

【那些不喜欢的】
讨厌那些在表面上对你很好但暗地里很瞧不起你的人。
一直以来我对他的印象真的很好，但却听说他在背后说我们坏话。我不知道这是真的还是假的，只是很吃惊。也许我看人真的看不准把。我没想到他是这样一个人。幸运的是，即将离别了把。

厌恶那些和我聊天过了很久才回话的人。虽然状态显示的是“有空”。
欺骗我的感情。
我总是很期待每个人的回话。

反感那些比我年轻的男生还要做我哥。虽然我知道他的出发点是好的。
稚嫩与老成还是有本质上的区别的。还是谢谢他。

时间过的好快！

2010-01-15T09:12:00.004+08:00

（A）
我还记得1月12日那天。我从早上就开始算了“还有5个小时放榜”“四个小时”“三个”……随着时间的推移，我发现我做什么事情都不能集中注意力了。刚刚开启电视，心中就想起万一我英文不及格怎么办，万一我COMBINE HUMANITY不及格怎么办，我还想说这是我能享受的最后几个小时了，之后的日子我可能就会生活在痛苦之中了。

我紧张得手心都出了汗，身子都微微有些颤抖。努力让自己不去想我的成绩，但总是做不到。

12点45分。我想这是我有生以来打的最重要的电话了。

“Mr Chan did i pass my English?"

"Yes, you get a B4 for English."

悬着的半颗心终于放下了。但还有一半。

“What about my other subjects?"

"You score A1 for the rest of the subjects."

"Huh?"我还没反应过来。这怎么可能！

“Yes, Congratulations,you have scored seven A1s."

天哪！那时候我就开始尖叫了。我根本都不敢相信我竟然考的这么好。...

不过这些都过去了。最重要的是现在好好学了。哈哈。

and special thanks to people who had given me their heartfelt wishes:Nuzhat, Wan ting,Benjamin,Ronald ,Weiyoong, Zhiwen,Camy,Tricia,Celine,zhang sheng,shu ting etc.AND Michelle.
thanks a lot!i really appreciated it.i wish everyone will have a bright future and could always keep in touch!^_^

（B）
我承认，我算是一个很迟钝的人了。有时候说话伤到人自己还没反应过来。常常要等到那个人生气之后才意识到说错话了。
所以，请原谅我这迟钝的人把~有时我真的不是故意的.orz...

(C)

中国这时候很冷呢，这次回去主要都是呆在家里。白天起不了床，因为太冷了。晚上又舍不得睡觉。真是有点颓废。

这次报了华中和国初，不知道能不能进。进了的话我还要走很远去上学呢，对我这种懒人来说绝对是一大煎熬。算了。进了再去烦恼把。

噫！原来我们已分别！

2009-11-23T22:33:00.004+08:00

这几天真是无聊啊~

很多朋友该做工的做工，该回国的回国，只有我整天没事干。

其实我很想我的同班同学呢！好想大家再聚在一起一次啊~去上学还比整天在家里发呆好呢。不知道大家这几天都在干些什么呢。

I just wonder what everybody does in these days.

oh yeah, i havent written about grat nite..

it was really a memorable night, although it was only three hours long..

i will always rmb this night and i am gonna miss all of you!

above are some pic...

i look nice right?!ahahaha!

时光荏苒

2009-11-18T20:43:00.007+08:00

当我真正地感受到时光的飞逝时是当离别的季节即将到来。
三天的chalet像一瞬间，前一秒我还兴奋地准备衣物，后一秒却拖着疲惫的身躯但满腔美好的记忆回到了家。三天里我们像一个大家庭一样一起生活，美好而又温馨。一起烧烤，一起打扑克，一起看电视剧。和姐妹们在房间里开起小小的交谈会，在相机前摆出各种姿势……
一切的一切都太美好了，让我不禁想让时间在这一刻永远地停止下来，停在那一刻我们面向着大海，静静地听着海浪的声音。我们在沙滩上留下每个人的脚印，希望以此记住我们曾有过的美好时光。我真的会永远记住那次在黑夜中的漫步，与好友手挽手，还有四个“保镖”护送。我当时就在想，这真的为我的中学两年画上了圆满的句号。
我希望，尽管我们即将离别，走上不同的道路，但我们仍保存着这一份美好的回忆！记得我们曾经的欢笑与泪水！
LOVE　4E1 2009

LOVE E1！！

2009-11-14T08:06:00.019+08:00

4E1 forever!

last day in classroom...

yesterday...

national geo...

art toom!!

Vignesh and cool vasshuum

sleeping in class..

too tired to study...

oh...

sports carnival!

the athletes...

我考完了！！

2009-11-13T21:27:00.006+08:00

早上终于考完了最后一科化学！最后终于有种想疯狂尖叫的冲动。

新加坡的考试简直是场拉力战，整整三周诶！三七二十一天。想想我是怎样度过这不眠的半个多月，就知道我此刻的心情该有多么轻松。其实也不算轻松，突然松弛下来的生活像绷紧的弦突然失去了压力，感觉很不习惯。第二天居然又在早上七点钟准时睁开眼睛。无奈啊。

总体感觉这次考试很简单，但坏就坏在这“简单”上。每个人都考得好，那A1 说不定要80分以上。而且我有种不想的预感我的英文不能及格。真的。好怕。我估计我接下来的两个多月又要整天担心英文成绩了。

和朋友去看了2012.典型的灾难片。说的是人类在2012即将被毁灭，只有少部分人可以存活。歌颂高尚的亲情、友情、爱情。不过我决定我再也不看这种片了，让我感到绝望，同时又忍不住大把大把地感动流眼泪。情不自禁。

PS 靓颖的“新不了情”超赞的！！爱死了！

my dear XIAMEN

2009-06-27T22:09:00.002+08:00

ohohoh..it has been a long time since i wrote my blog...
nothing to write actually...

the life in xiamen was much much more comfortable there...
and i had experienced typhoon during the period.it was so exciting to see the terribly strong wind blowing across the streets and to hear the scary sound which is like the ghost sound in the movie...haha.

i decided to quit internet from now on.
sorry Alice!
because i have promised myself to quit internet three months before the actual examination, and i think i have done a lousy job in my english and biology
thus i think it is time to ban myself from internet.

so maybe the next time i update my blog is after the terrrrribble exams.

emmmm,Fighting for olevels!!!

2009-04-30T21:35:00.003+08:00

um.....a boring week sia....just checking our test paper.teachers are all lazy to teach especially with students who are also lazy to learn.totally hopeless...and because of that, i have read 9 storybooks.wow...

Thanks god, i just passed my english.English was my source of nightmare during last few weeks.and i am also pleased with the fact that i had gotten four subjects top..haha...

i cant go msn!!!irritating...i kept trying but it just couldnt work.sigh.i think i should call some expert to help me sort this out.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DJ!!

2009-04-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

WOW i am 17 years old!!cant believe it??!!yeah, i myself also cant believe it...i just cant believe i am no longer 16 years old --the age Celine believed you will meet your Mr Right.Too bad, I am just not lucky enough.

Although today was a not a so perfect day--mostly due to the fact that my birthday has been totally forgotten by someone --it was quite a pleasant day.:)

My day started off by receiving 璐薇 and Rebecca's message.It was soooo sweet of them to stay over night trying to be the first one to congratulate me!!Thank you!!

After I had settled down on my seat, Vic,Celine,Michelle,Brenda,Benj,Kah gave me their presents.I liked the key chain very much!! it is so caring of you remembering that I once said that Celine's key chain was very nice!!And Vic's pictures are so interesting and unique !I think i will keep the picture for my lifetime!In addition, Leuven and Gary's not so ''well- decorated'' and ''simple ''birthday card''(a piece of fullscape actually==)is also IMPRESSIVE.oh I have to mention Syhida's card which is extremely nice!!..
I really appreciate all of it!!

During the class, I received all the warm-hearting messages from 大头姐姐，猪，宜，Tina，Yan Hong and so on.Thanks my dear dear smart handsome brother 邓嘉敏。and Ming Jing!!!

Also the most important my classmates who sang the birthday song during bio lesson, despite it was quite embarrassed being the centre of attention!!And all my friends who wish me happy birthday.Thank you so much!

My sweet seventeen-- i have to try my best to fight for the upcoming o levels!!jiayou!!

TRAUMATIC!!

2009-03-21T22:00:00.003+08:00

I expected our choir could at least get a silver medal.Because I have seen our members working very hard.Can you imagine standing for 3 to 4 hours and singing without a single break?This was our normal life.Frequently we had to go through auditions--singing one by one--and the scoldings from conductors.I felt very tired, both physically and mentally.However all of us have endured it,for as long as 7 months.

Sometimes the truth is so ruthless.No matter how hard we tried, how long we have been practiced and how much we wanted the silver medal, we just couldnt get what we wished.Today would be the most unforgettable day of my secondary school life, and i think so did all the choir members.

We just failed. We let the teachers , conductors even the principals down.I felt bad.

Actually I had the premonition that we would not get silver when we stepped off the stage, but i just kept telling myself this was wrong.After hearing some of the choirs behind us, I also began to feel that we had not a scintilla of a chance of winning.I counldnt convince myself. I saw Mr Goh' s "black face" and I knew something had gone terribly wrong..

Until I received many msgs with bold "bronze".I was so shocked!and depressed.So did all of my friends.we didnt make it.

This is just not a perfect ending for my secondary school choir experience.not perfect.

...

2009-03-21T22:00:00.000+08:00

irritating...i cant go my msn...

。

2009-03-21T21:41:00.004+08:00

今天居然很不幸地发起了低烧。迷迷糊糊地，还要不幸地对着电子分子原子冥思苦想。眼看就要开学了，作业居然还没有完成。都怪自己太贪玩了。

对了，拜二的时候我们七个人去了东海岸骑脚踏车。这是我第一次骑也！我不管怎么样也总是平衡不了，不是往左歪就是往右歪，整个脚都粘上了黑黑的东东。然后一大群伙伴都在教我骑，我就觉得好糗啊！那时有一个溜旱冰的大哥哥溜过旁边，看着我们这一大堆人，还有被围在中间的一看就知道动作不怎么灵光的我，善意地对我笑了笑。
哇～什么叫云开雾散见太阳～哈哈。感觉真好。不过最后我还是没有成功学会骑脚踏车
谢谢我亲爱的伙伴们。我下次一定会努力学会的。恩是的。如果还有下次的话。

iritating and happy

2009-03-06T22:25:00.004+08:00

my msn got some problem.so i cant go.
my handphone also got some problem as the most buttoms spoiled--i have used that for almost 2 years..
so iritating...cant chat with friends...

but this week got something really funny..like Vaashum 's green handkerchief...haha...the one mixed with mucus, saliva and sweat..very disgusting..moreover Sean Siew didnt know the truth, he stepped on that handkerchief! all the people present there shouted"hor~"to poor Sean..then Celine and me could not stop laughing!!!
luckily ,Vaashum was not here.if he saw what we had done to his precious handerchief ,i think he would burst...

plus the Elton's birthday...really funny xia...

OH！

2009-03-06T20:41:00.007+08:00

Finally i have finished all my common test paper!yah!! Although common test did not let me feel so stressed comparing to midyear even o level,but i have at least spent some time working on it.And eventually i have finished all my papers!!
This is really something i want to celebrate!!!

However, i dont think this time i can get the results i expected.Especially my emath, english ans social study.i kinda expected my emath could get at least 33 or above,but i only saw 30 in my exam paper...at first i thought i saw wrongly, then i finally realized it was the truth.sigh. i am the kind of person who is able to do difficult question, but easier ones i will get wrong.

oh.by the way ,i want to thank Celine Benjamin and Wan Ting for consoling me yesterday. I was depressed,and you all are very nice .At least i didnt feel so sad after all.so i want to say THANKS A LOT to you from my buttom of heart!! : )

Fighting for o level

2009-02-07T20:32:00.006+08:00

I suddenly realized that there is only about 8 months to the o level.And i am still not sure whether i will pass my english.sigh...

I admitted that sometimes i got impatient easily.Esp when someone keeps asking me questions,but i swear i will change this habit as soon as possible. sorry for those people who see my annoyed face.

For Alice
Thanks a lot for helping my blog!
Dont be sad that someone does not behave like they like you...
i have also encountered this before
dont care about them
You also learn to dislike them.
Then you will not be sad..
really
i tried that before.

My days

2009-01-24T22:58:00.005+08:00

We had many science experiments these few weeks.

BIOLOGY--the most terrified one..We had to cut the chicken eyes using scissors and forceps.At first i thought the experiment was so exciting, because i think we are supposed to examine the eyeballs only.But when Ms Lim walked into the lab with chicken heads in the plastic bags,i was totally stunned..Only then i know we are supposed to cut the eyeballs ourselves...The smell of the raw chicken was extremely disgusting, making me nauseate.
Although i managed to get the lens quickly, i felt uncomfortable smelling of raw chicken from then on..
And i realized Celine and Michelle were also sensitive to the word "chicken" now...haha..

ps the photoes are from Alice..

Chemistry--I hate the smell of ammonia and sulphur dioxide.However i like chem experiments very much, observing the different colours.

Physics--I was so repentant that i took out the metal( dont know what that calls) from the wax during the experiment, making the curve not smooth enough...so sorry for Syahida...

Actually, i like doing experiments( without mentioning about SPA) as the lessons being taught in classroom are kinda dull.ESP the phy ones...

yah!tomorrow is so-called Chinese New Year Eve.This is the second year i spent this day in Singapore.. I miss all the traditions i did in Putian,China.
And my grandma, grandpa, my siblings and all my kith and kin.
I love you all!!

Ps. Happy new year to all my chinese friends!

SEC 1 orientation!

2009-01-10T21:07:00.003+08:00

今天去招募中一的学弟学妹们进合唱团。我真的觉得超级好玩的~（我的中文退步了。。= =）
所以今天说得最多的一句话就是“join choir leh!"

那时在choir room前面，Kah Kah 和Celine 在拉一个中一的男生加入她们的CCA(应该不是Girl Guide。。。）。男生有着很稚嫩的面孔，蓝色的眼睛，还有在阳光下闪闪发光的牙套。我心想我又晚了一步。如果事情就这样的话我也不会对他印象那么深刻。
可是就在这时，那个男生在她们两位的不断说服中,坚定地说了一句。
“ I WANT TO JOIN CHOIR!"
我诧异地转过头，忽然觉得很感动。
一个早上在中一的同学里面转悠，不断地拉他们加入合唱团，都有点疲惫了。而且他们有时候还给我们一副不屑的样子，要不然就是冷漠地从我们身边走过，我都觉得自己好像热脸贴在冷屁股上，十分尴尬。这时一位学弟在没有经过我费一滴口水（郁闷-）的情况下，很坚定地告诉我他要加入合唱团。让我在那么疲惫的一个早上，心中竟然感到丝丝的温暖。
Celine 和我都鼓起了掌，男生憨憨地笑了。
我也激动得笑了：D

一个早上还蛮好玩的呀。好多班级的同学都去了，还有很多已经毕业了的学姐学长也来了。
最让我尴尬的是我们合唱团的表演。唱得不像样，舞跳得也没有dance club专业。下面居然有学弟学妹很不给面子地笑了起来~（鄙视！哼！）我们简直手足无措。。。

Wistful

2008-12-28T18:18:00.004+08:00

I have finally arrived in Singapore on 27th.
When I walked out of the airport, the only word appeared in my mind
"the sweltering weather"
terrible weather
I was like experiencing two seasons within four hours...
In Xiamen,the temperature was about ten degree celsius.And after about 4 hours, I am experiencing thirty degree celsius..Futhermore when i walked out of the airport,I was wearing longsleeve shirt and trousers..I felt like I was emitting hot energy all over the body..and sweating a pool of water meanwhile..

oh my god..XD

p.s. goodbye Xiamen
and my wistfulness

酸的馒头

2008-12-25T19:31:00.006+08:00

my class

明天的这个时候就要上飞机了～５５５５　好舍不得啊～
我不得不说　时间如梭时间如梭时间如梭时间如梭啊啊啊　（其实因为我没有词了orz)
我舍不得老妈啊
舍不得楼下的沙县小吃啊
舍不得卖馒头的帅哥啊
舍不得我的白色大衣黑色毛衣啊
。。。
怎么办怎么办。。。

要哭了。。。

今天去了南普陀寺一大坨一大坨的游客
真羡慕他们经济危机的时候竟然还这么支持国民经济~
{什么和什么}= =
不过重点是——
我看到了一个很帅的和尚！！！
怨恨。。。
现在的和尚真是太不赖了
听说还要本科以上才能当和尚
还好宝玉出家得早~ —

可是我又想到明天的这个时候我就在飞机上了
又徒生伤感了。。咳

奶奶要照顾好自己啊不要为我们儿女想太多了
哥哥要找到心仪的对象慢慢结婚啊
爷爷要保重身体天凉了要多加衣服啊您一定可以活到九十岁的！
姐姐要好好学习啊

又有要哭的感觉了。。

为什么总是要离别呢

为什么呢。。

Reminiscene

2008-12-23T20:28:00.020+08:00

i have checked my photos these days.and i found some interesting and unforgettable photos

FOR MY REMINISCENE--

What we were doing is called eye exercise..and we were sec 1 that time.Still miss it..

My choir performance in xiamen .The former we wore Tibet costume.looking silly..

这是中学里我最珍贵而华丽的回忆哒！五十一名同学。五十一颗心。

就像那暖风在心中吹拂过。。

hahaha!!!Who are these people!!my sister, brother and me!!hahaha.i am the youngest!

(i am sure someone will kill me after seeing this photo~xixixi)

　　　顺便祝哥哥恋爱成功！姐姐高考加油！我．中考加油把！

写给自己的.

2008-12-23T19:32:00.007+08:00

再过两天就是圣诞节了.Merry Christmas！

圣诞节之后就要回新加坡了.

四十五天过得真是快啊.

都说光阴荏苒

那么明年的考试也一步步临近了把

每天都被催学习学习的

什么时候才能稍微歇息一下

为什么那些工作的人都会怀念青葱校园呢

哼...

我看到自己的照片我就会想起“孔雀女”这个形容词。。

从小没吃过苦的女生。：D 嘻嘻

还有还有这张照片也让我想起某二美女怎么也不愿和我照

伤心中。。。

假期还算舒坦啊啊啊除了被逼读书的事件(消音—）

厦门的冬天很冷啊对于在新呆了一年多的我还是有些不适应好像长了一种叫冻疮的东西

厦门今年流行穿长长的靴子还有短短的裤子（原谅我的形容词~）每次一上街就会看到很多女生冒着严寒露出一小截腿我就特别佩服！
再看自己因为怕冷包得和个大粽子似的没有丝毫美感可言就十分极其非常的很惭愧
低头低头orz...

明年是很重要的一年呢　我一定要加油加油　考上理想的初院！！
加油啊！！！
fighting!

!

2008-11-19T11:20:00.005+08:00

这是一个我最近听到的爱情故事.

男生女生在中学的时候相爱.那时的爱情是最单纯的吧.

后来,男生的学习不好,所以没考上好的学校,也没有找到好的工作.

就在这时,女生提出了分手.因为此时的她也许看惯大城市的繁华,不愿回到他的身边.

男生却对她纠缠不休,因为他仍深爱着她.

他们就像那丝线,剪不断,理还乱.

男生说,他感觉女生还是喜欢他的,不是一点点,就是很多很多.

女生在我生活了十五年的城市工作,

我不是很了解她.但是她长得很漂亮确实无庸质疑的.

难怪男生会从中学就死心塌地地爱她.

对于这一切我不过是个沉默的旁观者
听着在老一辈人口中的有关他们的流言蜚语

闲言碎语和不完全是事实的只言片语

不过他们一定会有一个皆大欢喜的结局的

我希望

我也相信

天下有情人终成眷属

One in a million

2008-11-11T12:11:00.006+08:00

『since i like this song so much,i copied down the lyrics..it is such a nice song..』

You're one in a million
You're one in a million
Sometimes love can hit you everyday
Sometimes you can fall for everyone you see
But only one can really make me stay
A sign from the sky said to me
CHORUS:
You're one in a million
Once in a lifetime
You made me discover
One of the stars above us
You're one in a million
Once in a lifetime
You made me discover
One of the stars above us
I've been looking for that special one
And I've been searching for someone to give my love
When I thought that all the hope was gone
A smile there you were and I was gone
I always will remember how I felt that day
A feelin' indescribable to me
I always knew there was an answer for my prayer
And you, you're the one, the one for me
CHORUS
In the beginning I was cool and everything was possible
They tried to catch me but it was impossible
No one could hurt me it was my game
Until I met you baby and you were the same
And when you didn't want me
I wanted you because
The funny thing about it is I liked the show
I like it when it's difficult
I like it when it's hard
Then you know it's worth it
That you found your heart
CHORUS (x2)One in a millionYou're one a million

tomorrow i will be going back China..haha.i miss my large house in Xiamen..
i am sorry for Benjamin,Celine them. Iwas supposed to go out with them..but i didnt make it..the last time in 2008 going out with them.Hope that they will have fun playing bowling :)
by the way,WY has been back from Malaysia, i am sure someone will be very happy when she heard this news.. : P
Thanks Alice again!!you have helped me a lot!
it is going to rain,,erhem...bad whether XD
and my dear friends(why this sentence reminds me of Vignesh? = =) see you next year!and marry christmas!TAKE CARE!

p.s. 今天是光棍节！

...

2008-11-09T21:59:00.002+08:00

今天是Celine的生日！Happy Birthday to you!!!!!!!!!!

今天也是在新加坡的最后第三天了~喔，好想厦门阿！

看来我的部落格还没有弄好。一切都是乱七八糟de ...

头痛啊～

it is so tiring..

2008-11-08T13:04:00.005+08:00

omg..i dont know it is such a troublesome thing to create a blog.i spent almost the whole morning,and still havent finished it.
But thanks to Alice who gave me a lot help.

next wednesday i will be going back China. so happy:D
i want to see my relatives,my old friends.
And i will go shopping.oh,not buying milk..XD

Priya sent a msg this morning.She said she was on way to the airport,and she will miss us all.
em...sad...
4E1 will have 39 ppl next year..an odd number..
next year probably someone will have no deskmate lor...
hai~wish her good luck!