2010年1月29日星期五 20:48
a better day
today was the second day in NJC.Yesterday i was sad because i didnt get in to hwa chong.today we had various programmes and i made lots of friends.the cute Jenny ,Emily ,scholars yang guang and zuo bing etc.. also one pretty girl from my secondary school in china!!They all very friendly and fluent in English but we are just no close ..maybe because we are not familiar with each other.
Today i really got to see what "OPEN" is.there was one game whereby the losers need to touch each other for seven parts of the body.First time one girl and one guy unluckily became the losers.So they were reqiured to touch each other. When i heard the rules i was like "are they joking?" But it is not!!It was like the normal thing for them,they all not shy or things like that. if it was me, i would become super embarrassed~~The second time the losers were two boys.You should see the posture they had, they were crossing one of their legs and using one of their hands to touch each other's butt!!Even watching two boys doing this, i felt so embarrassing!!!This is called openminded...
I was really lucky to see Benjamin and Brenda after the tiring school.After chatting and laughing with them, i almost forgot i was feeling hungry and tired at that time.When i received Benj phone call on the way back to Book Keng, i was so delighted!!!We chatted about the old school days and laughed nonstop in KFC...I forgot to tell them i really had a good time and it is the happiest time of today!!! there might be some barriers between me and the new schoolmates, but after seeing them , i forgot the unhappiness i had. ohhhh i miss you all so much!!
while i was eating in canteen with new friends, i was thinking of the old days we sat together in the canteen with benj brenda kah vic celine michelle.i really missed the time we had!!
yeah.thanks vignesh.for your encouragement.It made me better.Hope you will fit into the new environment soon!!
btw i dont think i will be writing blog very often because the school has almost started and my mum will ban me from computer.But i wish i would keep in touch with everyone!!!good luck!!
标签： school life
2010年1月28日星期四 17:36
my new school
today was the first day i want to national jc.Frankly speaking ,i didnt like my new jc so much.I dont know why.Maybe because i have met so many scholars who had scored seven or more A1s in Olevel which makes me stressed,or because i have met a lot of pretty girls but no handsome guys around,or because the school is under construction which made the school a bit not so scenic.
Anyway i will be in this school for the rest of two years.i think i have to love this school.
Everyday i had to travel at least 45 minutes to go to school.i was so tired on the first day of school.I dont know how am i going to cope with it for the rest of school days.
To top it all, the CCA i wish to join, which is basketball ,requires three times a week.it is like siao~how am i going to go through it??!
so tired now...hope tomorrow everything will be better.At least let me know some nice guys..:P
2010年1月27日星期三 08:54
oh..pity
someone told me the msg will be arriving at 8am, so i set my alarm to 750am.however when i wake up at 710am and switched on my phone, i saw the msg immediately.
i knew it.national jc.
i didnt know whether i should be happy or sad,because njc is my second choice, i wanted to go in hwa chong...
sigh...i go appeal..
2010年1月26日星期二 13:17
BBQ！！
It was a really wonderful experience to see my classmates in the new year.haha.i dont need to say how much fun we had together.this might be the last time we are together but i believe the memory we had will etch in our mind forever.
zhi wen refused to take the picture.
they are so helpful!
标签： school life
2010年1月24日星期日 22:22
Yesterday we went out to buy things for the barbeque on monday.at first there were around ten people saying they would be coming.However,as the time passed by, many people last minute told us various reasons for not coming.Celine and I were like"what the hell"and became really frustrated.
But we were lucky enough to get two guys to help us carry things.i am really glad that they had come.or else i didnt know whether we two would manage to carry things home.thanks!
What i found amusing was that when Celine and I were walking towards the other exit of little india mrt, i noticed one guy who was wearing white.He was not facing us but i found him somehow familiar.So i stopped and hesitated.At that time we were waiting for Vignesh , therefore Celine smiled and said:no lah, he is not Vignesh.then she wanted to walk away.But I was thinking should i tap the guy on his shoulder and see whether he was someone i was thinking of.
Coincidently,maybe he heard our voice and he turned around.This really gave us both a shock--he was Leuven...
we both were really surprised!!! his hair was literally longer than mine.no wonder we couldnt recognise him.wahahaha..
Vignesh was really helpful,he helped to carry the things to Celine house.THANKS Ramanathan!!
wahahaha
i hope barbeque on monday will be a successful one!!because we had a really hard time preparing.wish everyone having a good time then.
2010年1月21日星期四 22:57
伤心。
是不是我们之间已经错过了。
你找我的时候我不理你。而我要找你时你却生气了。
然后 我们回头之后 依然是陌路人。
为什么 我觉得这样伤心。
说了都不见面。可是我还是后悔了。
想和你见面，但你却说没空了。
为什么 我觉得这样失落。
终究 我们还是等不到对方。
就
不了了之了把
标签： 随笔~
2010年1月18日星期一 08:36
Parting is such sweet sorrow
I had a good time with my dearest friends these days. Actually i didnt want to go out because i was pretty embarrassed by my newly-cut short hair, i decided to go out eventually. and i found i had made the right choice.
Thanks for Benjamin, Celine,Brenda,Kah and Nuzhat for bringing me a fantastic time.i will always remember the jokes we laughed at , the jaunty giggles,the whimsical postures we used to hit the shuttlecock,and the little heart- to-heart talks we had.
You have all been my best buddies in these two years -- my first few years in Singapore.you help me integrate well into a foreign country which i was not familiar with. i deem myself lucky to have all of you as my good friends.THANKS A LOT!
Besides, i would also like to thank Victoria for being my helpful deskmate, from whom i had learnt a lot; Michelle, who also rendered much assistance when i needed it,hopefully she would cheer up and get through the setbacks in her life; Wan Ting, without her i couldnt go through the long and boring training sessions of choir; and i wish Shu Ting a brighter future in Australia! 
My impression of--
Wei Yoong: i first noticed him was during Mr Lim 's geo lesson.His homework got tore by Mr Lim...ahaha
Vignesh and my sis:both of them are really smart and funny.although there might be communication barriers due to my poor english standard.
Wen Cong:best badminton player!
...
there is really a lot i want to say about them but i didnt want to get publicize.
but anyway i appreciated the wonderful time we had in the same classroom , listening to the same teacher.
Specially thanks to my teachers:
Mr chan,Mdm Kaur,Mrs Tan,Mrs chin,Ms Lim,Ms Murty and Miss Tan.who had spent uncountable hours giving us extra lessons and teaching us.
oh yeah.still got the handsome Mr chin!haha.
It was so good that we had met and become friends.Although the parting is imminent and unavoidable,
i believe the time we spent together would be the most unforgettable memory of all!
maybe one day when we meet on the street,
we will still remember each other,
and say with surprise:
oh you are who who and we used to do ...
Finally I just give my best wishes to all my friends in Bendemeer and in Higher mother tongue class!
All the best for your future!
标签： thanks
2010年1月15日星期五 18:14
纠结。
【一种叫做嫉妒的东西】曾经看过一个作者说，当一个自己很有好感的男生和别的女生在一起时，其实女生会觉得嫉妒。
这句话真的一点也没错。
不知道怎么说那种感觉。就是我不喜欢他他也不能喜欢别人。
我知道这是小心眼的表现，但就忍不住像个怨妇一样。
不过我们之间的交集也许不过是这短短的两年时间，两年之后，我就会把这种感觉忘怀了把。瞧，我是多么喜新厌旧的人呢。
没事没事。
。。。
可是为什么心里还是很不爽呢。
【离别的情绪在蔓延】该说什么好呢。
有时真的很不喜欢自己的个性，做事常常犹豫不决。有时想表达的东西往往也因为各种原因被我最终遗弃。很慢热的一个人，融入一个集体需要很长的时间，融入之后又难舍难分。在进入新的一个集体又需要很长的时间。我的生活就在这种循环往复中一天天流失。
也是很多愁善感的一个人呢。虽然不至于看到花落也流泪看到月缺就伤心，但至少还会当离别来临的时候，躲在被窝里偷偷地啜泣，以此祭奠曾经美好的回忆。
虽然我并没有饕餮盛宴来个华丽的告别仪式。
但离别就摆在了眼前，短短两年的时光，如梭。
去过曾经上过课的教室，走过曾经中秋猜谜的地方，看到曾经稚嫩但已成熟了的同班同学。想起某个人在某时某地说的某一句经典笑话，唱起那已耳熟能详的歌曲。
不经意间，似乎有悲伤在蔓延。
。。。
又该，如何挽留，那些逝去的美好时光呢？！
【那些不喜欢的】讨厌那些在表面上对你很好但暗地里很瞧不起你的人。一直以来我对他的印象真的很好，但却听说他在背后说我们坏话。我不知道这是真的还是假的，只是很吃惊。也许我看人真的看不准把。我没想到他是这样一个人。幸运的是，即将离别了把。厌恶那些和我聊天过了很久才回话的人。虽然状态显示的是“有空”。欺骗我的感情。我总是很期待每个人的回话。反感那些比我年轻的男生还要做我哥。虽然我知道他的出发点是好的。
稚嫩与老成还是有本质上的区别的。还是谢谢他。标签： 随笔~
时间过的好快！
（A）
我还记得1月12日那天。我从早上就开始算了“还有5个小时放榜”“四个小时”“三个”……随着时间的推移，我发现我做什么事情都不能集中注意力了。刚刚开启电视，心中就想起万一我英文不及格怎么办，万一我COMBINE HUMANITY不及格怎么办，我还想说这是我能享受的最后几个小时了，之后的日子我可能就会生活在痛苦之中了。
我紧张得手心都出了汗，身子都微微有些颤抖。努力让自己不去想我的成绩，但总是做不到。
12点45分。我想这是我有生以来打的最重要的电话了。
“Mr Chan did i pass my English?"
"Yes, you get a B4 for English."
悬着的半颗心终于放下了。但还有一半。
“What about my other subjects?"
"You score A1 for the rest of the subjects."
"Huh?"我还没反应过来。这怎么可能！
“Yes, Congratulations,you have scored seven A1s."
天哪！那时候我就开始尖叫了。我根本都不敢相信我竟然考的这么好。...
不过这些都过去了。最重要的是现在好好学了。哈哈。
and special thanks to people who had given me their heartfelt wishes:
Nuzhat, Wan ting,Benjamin,Ronald ,Weiyoong, Zhiwen,Camy,Tricia,Celine,zhang sheng,shu ting etc.AND
Michelle.thanks a lot!i really appreciated it.i wish everyone will have a bright future and could always keep in touch!^_^
（B）
我承认，我算是一个很迟钝的人了。有时候说话伤到人自己还没反应过来。常常要等到那个人生气之后才意识到说错话了。
所以，请原谅我这迟钝的人把~有时我真的不是故意的.orz...
(C)
中国这时候很冷呢，这次回去主要都是呆在家里。白天起不了床，因为太冷了。晚上又舍不得睡觉。真是有点颓废。
这次报了华中和国初，不知道能不能进。进了的话我还要走很远去上学呢，对我这种懒人来说绝对是一大煎熬。算了。进了再去烦恼把。
zhi wen refused to take the picture.
they are so helpful!
I had a good time with my dearest friends these days. Actually i didnt want to go out because i was pretty embarrassed by my newly-cut short hair, i decided to go out eventually. and i found i had made the right choice.
Besides, i would also like to thank Victoria for being my helpful deskmate, from whom i had learnt a lot; Michelle, who also rendered much assistance when i needed it,hopefully she would cheer up and get through the setbacks in her life; Wan Ting, without her i couldnt go through the long and boring training sessions of choir; and i wish Shu Ting a brighter future in Australia! 
My impression of--
